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2003-07-02 | 2:30 p.m.

ok, ive been really bored.. i had to get up at 7:30 and go to norway.. *ugh* ok, im like totally paranoid about eating im public.. especially around guys.. i always feel like some one is watching me and that im being a complete slob. dont ask. so yah, today we went to micky dees.. there was hardly any one in there SOOO i was mowing down n chatting away to my aunt when this guy walked in. prolly like 17 or 18.. PREPPY and UGLY. well his hair was ok and he had nice eyes.. BUT thats about it.. so neways, he comes in and sits so hes directly looking at me from the side.. and does jus that.. so i try to keep my head turned and stuff and *PRAY* that he stops.. well, i kinda forget that hes there.. well not really but i begin not to care b/c he hasnt started laffing at me yet.. SO im getting up to leave and i have to turn that way and YEP hes still gawking.. so i was like umm i want the keys im going to the jeep.. so i got the keys and escaped to paradise.. when we got in the car my aunt (who has finally figured out that charlie and i are back together... told you she'd catch on) was like "did you see that nice looking young man watching when you were getting up?" i was like "uhh sure.. i thot he was ugly.." and put on my headphones.. she should have called him my stalker i swear..

last night my aunt was being PHYSCO bitch.. i called danielle whom i havnt talked to in days, to see if she could go to big tonight, well she couldnt so we talked for like 5 mins.. and she comes in and flips a shit.. and then bolstridge called me back like she was supposed to and we didnt even talk for 3 and she flipped another shit.. charlie called me at 10 of 9 BECAUSE she was on the phone at 8 when he was supposed to call.. and we talked for like 30 mins and she yells at me some more.. i dunno if hes going to big tonight.. im kinda freakin about seeing him... i have a really bad feeling.. BUT normally when i have them everything turns out ok neways SO i dunno.. we'll see..

megan and bolstridge are going. she said that tyler *might stop by* SO if he does ill say its nice to know ya and ignore them until he leaves.. and if he hangs w/ charlie WELL then too bad so sad sucker im not hanging there.. im not saying one DAMN word around tyler and im watching what i tell heather b/c the way ppl twist their words around me saying i need to take a dump could translate into some bullshit (hahaha *shit*) story from tyler about me wanting to dump charlie.. i swear... ppl these days.. neways im gonna go see if i can go *chill w/ my megsta* so peace yo!
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