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im baaaaaack
2003-07-17 | 10:22 a.m. well, im back.. not sure what to type about... it was an umm interesting vae-k... i wish that i could have left all my at home shit AT HOME and not have done things that upset me when i was in michigan.. i still dont know weither or not to call charlie's moms to see if shes got his # yet OR if i should email him and be like wtf OR if i should jus wait and see if he calls me.. sooooo getting fed up w/ shit.. my sister is OBSESSED w/ this guy that works at the adrian library (the librarian??? hahaha) well neways hes like 40 and looks like my dad.. he got the polo/golf shirts tucked into jeans w/ a belt and well not a comb over BUT its parted on the side.. and he prolly wears loafers... shes always had this thing for older guys.. like this neighbor dood of ours.. she always thot he was hot.. *GAG* sunday night before we went to the lib monday so sam could return things and i typed out my poem, she did laundry so shed have her good jeans.. she spent like 45 mins in the bathroom and wanted to borrow my flip-flops b/c they matched her shirt.. so yah ahahaha we went to jcpenney on sunday and got our eyebrows waxed and she got her hair cut too.. and we're walking thru and shes like "i should dress older so i can impress him b/c he prolly thinks im really young" (which is true b/c LAST SUMMER when i was 14 some dood thot i was HER OLDER SISTER and she was 25... umm isnt there something wrong w/ that?? and everytime i was some place w/ sam everyone was telling me how cute my little girl was.. PULEEZE) so i was like "well, first dye your hair gray and get some reading glasses (hahaha in kmart monday afternoon she was looking at reading glasses..) and then buy some cardigan sweaters.." then there were these UGLY cloggy thingers and shes like "o wow these would be good" i was like "yup, very librairian-ish" and got smacked in the arm. hehehehehe. friday night i went to claires to see if i could get my tragis (the little cartilidge over my eardrum opening) pierced BUT NOOOOO they dont do it.. saturday we went to cabellas.. AHHHH omg lol it sucked SO on the way home we stopped at picasso moon to see if they would BUT NOPE you had to be 18.. and the lady went on and on about how it was her most painful piercing and how it was dangerous and blah blah.. so we went to heath tattoo which is new AND the lady asked if i was 18.. i was going to say yes and that i forgot my id (well my god if she couldnt tell i was younger..??) BUT my aunt wouldnt let me lie so i told her no.. and she gave me the name and # of some place in toledo i could go and get it done BUT my aunt didnt want to go there.. SO that night we went back to claires and i got 3 holes in the top of my left ear.. i was supposed to have 3 silver studs b/c the other earrings were gay BUT somebody had put the wrong earring in the thinger SO the 1st hole was a diamond.. and she was going to pull it back out and put in a stud but i said NOOOO thanks im set w/ that leave it.. the second one went w/ no problems.. right stud n everything.. and then the 3rd one.. it didnt go in right the first time SO she ripped it out and tried again.. that one didnt go all the way thru SO she got a diff gun.. FUCK the 3rd one hurt.. and there was a bloody spot.. BUT now thank GOD its gone.. and hahaha since cartilidge has a higher chance of infection i cant swim.. DAMN!! hahaha camp cant FORCE me to do water games b/c my aunt is total paranoidy and dont want it to get infected.. SO shes writting me a note saying that i CANT SWIM.. YEEEESSSSSSS!!!!! omg im soo siked.. sports are the only thing at camp that bug me.. softball IF I CONCENTRATE and dont have ppl (matt, 2 summers ago *ahem*) screaming *batters got a big butt* b/c he was on the other team... or there being a guy i like there and i dont want to look dum infront of.. well i always do WORSE and embarrass myself.. im double jointed SO volley ball causes some problems.. my fingers bend back and i bruise easily.. i got a twister shirt and a mighty mouse shirt.. at meijers.. *SIGH* lol i made them take me there everynight.. well jus b/c.. hahaha if you dont know now then you never will.. b/c theres prolly a good reason.. and now the matter sealed and NOBODY will ever know.. there was a shirt and it had a bag of lays chips and said "i bet ya cant eat jus one".. it was cute but i was like uhh no ppl in maine have their mind in the gutter SO they're automatically going to think something.. and the twister shirt, well it says twister over my boobs.. and im afraid they are going to take that as an inititive and umm my boobs will be hurting.. BUT i love that game.. i dont own it BUT whenever i went to cutler me n nick n molly n krystal n cole always ended up in a tangle on the floor from playing it.. soooo fun.. and its a good game to play w/ your friends and *the guy you like* b/c you can *accidently* land on him.. ill have to buy it before my party IF im still going to have one.. i dunno exactly whats up w/ me n charlie at the moment.. ok, yah he didnt call me monday b4 i left and he PROMISED he would (he wants me to trust him BUT he cant keep the simple promise of a phone call?? how can i trust him w/ anything bigger than that??) BUT i checked my mail when i was in ohio at this hotel (that smelled like a french whorehouse.. or a nursing home for ex- french whores.. OMG it REAKED like old ppl perfume.. it was like the washed the place down in it.. *UGH*) and he had written me saying *hey sexxxy, i am sorry i didnt call you last night and u are right i am an ass hole i hope you see that i love you more than u think. ne ways i just hope you could see that but i guess i am doing a bad job at it i am going to miss you i dunno if i can make it not being able to see you i hope you are not mad and i can talk to you i love you so much more than you know.* (direct quote.. the email right there) so i was like *sniffle sniffle why did i leave to come out here (and see my sister i havnt seen in a year..) and leave him home.. i miss him**sniffle* soooo i got there on thursday and got a phone card at *meijers* (haha) and called him when i got to jess at like 930.. and we talked for ooo 25 mins.. hes like "you still pissed at me??" and i was like "uhh nope did you read the email i wrote you??" and hes like "o, nope." i was like "you still mad??" and hes like "well kinda pissy yah" so neways i called him friday.. we talked for 13 mins (phone card info) and hes like "well, ill be back around 730" which would have been great BUT i wasnt home.. i got home at 915 and spent the next 2 n 1/2 hours trying to get thru BUT it was busy.. so i said to hell w/ it ill get him tomorrow.. SO i called saturday afternoon.. and his mom answered and 1) said that no he wasnt home and she didnt know when he would be and to call back in the morning and 2)asked who i was.. ok that prolly shouldnt bug me BUT she USED to know who i was on the phone.. BUT the way she asked it was like she was expecting it to be some one else so i was like hmmmm... so i did my duty and called at like 930 sunday morning and his stepdad said he was camping and that if i called after noon that he'd be home.. SOOO we went out for dinner went n got groomed at jcpenney, came home at like 3. i called it was busy.. i tried again at like well i dunno later.. 7ish proly AND his mom answered again and said that he'd moved in w/ carlo and that she didnt know where it was or his #.. sooooo now wtf am i supposed to do?? he hasnt emailed me saying anything about it.. he hasnt called me yet BUT ive only been home a bit and he proly dont know i should be.. i dont want to call his house and annoy his mom. last night i drempt that i called today and shes like "o he doesnt live here. i dont know where he is. i dont have his number. stop calling. hell call you when he wants. bye" and hung up.. im honestly pissed and i think that hes gotten his mom to lie for him b/c he dont want to talk to me.. b/c how can you go from camping to moved out in like 8 hours?? hello?? kinda weird ya... well neways, im doing laundry and i need to start on the dark clothes SINCE all my clothes except some panties, 2 shirts n some socks are in there.. hahahahahaha did i mention that my sister gave me anaprox (which is a GREEN horse pill sized PAINKILLER) the whole time i was out there for my headaches and period.. b/c (if you dont want to know, its kinda uhh odd, dont read) when i have my period i can feel it... i can like feel my lining ripping and coming out and it hurts.. i have to take 3 extra strength tylenol every like 2 hours.. (i dont time em, i jus pop em when i need to) and they normally dont do nething.. aleve dont do much either.. anaprox upset my stomache so i had to take tylenol still BUT at least i could walk and do stuff like i can when im NOT on my period.. i felt like a drug addict... yup, im a pill popper, what can i say?? ok well i gotta go.. im going to faint b/c i havnt eaten since lunch yesterday AT 1030.. o wait hahaahahaha i bought FAIRYWINGS yesterday at a dollar store in ny.. i am SO going to wear them.. sweet huh?? yah im siked too... hehehehe |