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wtf is up w/ ppl??????
2003-07-21 | 12:17 p.m. omg, another of those CRAZY days.. i honestly dont know what the FUCK is up w/ ppl... omg.. ok i dont know where to start.. but here goes.. first things first.. ill shed a little happy light and then freak out. good news: bolstridge is home. she wants to hang out tomorrow. me too b/c fuck i miss her and we have a LOT to catch up on.. secondly, my fingers are so sore from playing my bass yesterdy that i can barely hold the strings down today.. and my sunburn itches like a bitch. o and i caught my earrings, that havnt hurt in days, on my bass strap and almost ripped em out.. it hurt like a motherfucker.. speaking of, i have a WHOLE shitload to say on the charlie front. be prepaired.. this prolly wil NOT be pretty b/c im going to write EXACTLY what i think and im not going to be careful about it incase he reads it b/c i, quite frankly, dont give a shit if he gets pissed off or w/e. i agree with him now. he is an asshole. ok, yah know how i havnt been able to get ahold of him? and how i havnt seen any trying on his part?? and how i think that hes ignoring me so he can get dumped? well, he has SO gone FURTHER back in middle school.. maybe even into elementary school.. ya know where you're going out w/ some one? and they like some one else? SO instead of telling you that they're breaking up w/ you they tell their friend? well, he took it a step further. he told tyler that he had broken up when i was in michigan. something new to me. yah, that night they went camping? and carlo was going to bring some "chicken head"? charlie brought one too. and told tyler that shit. what the fuck? whay the fuck did he even bother asking me back out? so he can have a gf when he wants to in bethel? and then one back home? does he have one in sabattus AND leeds?? prolly not BUT i so think that he only went back out w/ me to see how far he could get. he is SO fucking immature and i cant believe i fell for his little caniving ways. even tho i dont like tyler, and i think he lies, and even ifhe did make up this story, I DONT CARE. i hardly have any feelings for charlie anymore. yes, i cried when i first found out that he did this, and yes, i prolly will again. BUT its not like it was last time. last time, i wasnt expecting it. things were good between us the last time we had talked before he dumped me, n well i was shocked. this time, however, the last time we talked before this he was kinda pissed at me.. and then he's been avoiding me.. hmm a lil obvious huh? yah, i prolly should have listened to the millions of ppl that were telling me what an ass he was and how i shouldnt have wasted me time. well, i never listen to ppl, ANYONE.. i like to learn things on my own and, i guess i have.. dont have much else to say about this.. i dont complately hate him BUT he isnt exactly on my good side either.. im sure hes doing this for shits n giggles, n im sure he'll shit himself if he reads this b/c he'll be giggling so hard(in which case, GO TO HELL!) another thing, remember what i said about ben?? check this out: Date: 7/21/2003 10:45:30 AM To: camels_n_kiwi@rock.com CC: From: "Benjamin Bailey" Subject: FWD.......
hey, ummmm listen i dont know how much longer im gonna be around hereso im goin through the list of ppl ive pissed off or something to appologize to and u r on it. U dont have to reply 2 this or even acknoledge that u got it. I just want 2 say that i am sorry for all the shit i put u through and 4 not being what i should have been. This isnt a letter 2 make us b friends again cause i dont really think i want that i just want u to know that i am sorry. Again u dont have to reply and if ur just gonna bitch plz dont. c- YA
Bailey ok, so ummm wtf? i hate him? why does he need to apoligize? "sorry i got dumped" damn. im not going to write back. im not going to have anything to do w/ him. i dont know where he's going and i dont care either. i dont think that it could be far enough away... me n jess i discussed this.. punkriotlml: well at least it was a nice letter punkriotlml: lol iLoVeHuNnYbEeS: lol yah punkriotlml: chad wouldnt write a letter he would just cut my head off iLoVeHuNnYbEeS: lol iLoVeHuNnYbEeS: well, i wish ben would try to do that so i could get a fucking RESTRAINING order OMG i swear.. GOD KNOWS that i needed a good laff when i came on here SO i guess i got it RIGHT in time.. neways, im gonna go get some more tabs for my BASS. (Albert) so neways, im out.. |