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cant believe im gonna do this..
2003-07-22 | 7:25 p.m. *...breathing deeply, walking backwards, finding strength to call and ask her, rollercoaster, favorite ride, let me kiss you one last time..* yep, good ol blink lyrics.. ive got around 6 mins.. until i die.. of EMBARRASSMENT lol... no until i call shaun.. see, bolstridge told me to call him at 7... but at 7 lol i was like *UGH! maybe he's eating a late dinner* so ill call at 730.. well... i dunno.. im getting butterflys and i feel like im gonna puke.. (how pathetic?? lol) what do i talk about? i mean, if i didnt like him, id have NO problem RAMBLING and looking like a jackass.. BUT well, now its diff.. and loli hate looking stoopid. BUT when i try not to, the exact opposite happens and well, i look real cool.. maybe he wont even be home... or it'll be busy.. i doubt it.. and i also doubt that he'll answer the phone.. i dunno... guess i cant back out now huh?? well, wish me LUCK! b/c here goes nothin..
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