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werd yo... operation voo-doo FAILED *sniffle* (i have NO artistic sewing ablilities.. clothes? fine BUT dolls?? NAW lol)
2003-07-26 | 9:50 p.m. werd yo.. im bored.. and reading diarys.. my head aches and im jus having all around problems.. charlie didnt call me, neither did i get an email.. whats the use in hoping i will?? or thinking i will?? b/c well nvm b/c i dont think i will.. i dunno what i think.. i think im still confused.. *HUMMM* o wells! i get to seem duda AND JON!!! hehehe im so excited.. n ninno n some other ppl that i know.. sammie is gonna be there and i need to make her not hate me anymore OR try to.. damn ben and all the ppl that he made hate me.. or the ppl that i made hate me b/c of him.. GAH!! lol o well.. ive only done that with like 3 or 4 ppl w/ charlie.. go me! and they werent really ppl that i care about weither or not i care about liking me.. so w/e.. curtis n josh are truely confusing ppl i swear.. WCM FreeRider: hey hottie!!! STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: uhh hi STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: which one is this josh or curtis WCM FreeRider: hows it goin sexy? WCM FreeRider: both STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: o hi STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: im good WCM FreeRider: good.... STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: how are you ppl? WCM FreeRider: so u wanna go out wit me..(curtis) WCM FreeRider: pls? STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: lol no its k STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: how stoned are you? WCM FreeRider: not at all WCM FreeRider: later............ STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: drunk? STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: any influences? WCM FreeRider: nah....... WCM FreeRider: im 4 real girl.....:-* WCM FreeRider: nah.... STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: lol ok WCM FreeRider: i am!! WCM FreeRider: i want u bad!!! STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: lol w/e WCM FreeRider: what i 4 real!!! STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: you havnt seen me in months WCM FreeRider: i swear!! STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: i have 3 ears lol WCM FreeRider: thats so cool..can i stick it in the 3rd one? STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: lol nope WCM FreeRider: why not!!!!....:'( STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: charlie lol and i dont believe you WCM FreeRider: do i have to prove it? STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: lol no its k WCM FreeRider: im ouside ur window wit a laptop and wirerless connection.... WCM FreeRider: muuhhaahhahahaha STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: lol this room has no windows STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: nice try WCM FreeRider: in the living room STaNDiNG aSHaMeD: lol im upstairs WCM FreeRider: kool whoooo wtf was up w/ that?? i was a likkle uhhhh w/ that one there yah.. curtis is a moron OR josh was typing for him.. prolly the latter BUT i cant really tell b/c he doesnt stutter over the computer.. only when hes talking in person.. sorry my years of hatrid are showing thru.. i didnt mean to be mean.. i tried making voodoo dolls and well, they dont look like dolls.. they look like cloth.. almost like cloth penis'.. hmmm.. so i gave up and threw it all away.. o well.. im still not completely packed.. and i have to go to chruch tomorrow.. AHHHHHHHHHH... and get ignored by dan! (YEESSSS!!) cannot wait folks! i think i am going to ask him for $$ for school shopping.. but i prolly wont.. cheers for me! neways my aunt has been bitching for like 30 mins at me to get off. and ive been resisting QUITE nicely and yelling back b/c im in a bad mood.. BUT she has now given up and gone to bed SO its no more fun.. SO im gonna give up on here and go do something else.. mope n then cry myself to sleep.. my usual ritual when i have a bad day.. *o wait* its like a bad LIFE or something.. b/c that happens a lot.. and it sucks when pep tries to be comforting?? and lays RIGHT by my face and sheds his WONDERFUL LONG black hair and it stick to my tears.. *sigh* o well he tried and in his furry likkle brain im sure he thinks hes doing the right thing.. i jus wish that he could act like a normal cat? eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, scratch fleas, play w/ toy mice, purr when patted etc. hmm is that too much to ask??? well evadently yes.. one thing more i must say about the charlie thing.. if im gonna stay with him or w/e the fuck is going on right now, somethings gonna change b/c i am SO fucking sick of this.. more than half my entries since ive been w/ him arent happy ones.. and when im with him is when im happiest.. its jus that when im not w/ him its like i dont exist and that dont make me happy.. and im hardly with him.. o well! i try.. dunno what i can do! except go to bed and hope he calls me before i have to leave tomorrow WHICH i know he wont SO forgeti said that or typed it or THUNK IT ot w/e i dont care.. jus scratch is and forget that i even brought it up.. there i settled that.. :.+*MUAH*+.: NIGHTY NIGHT
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