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*livin on a praaaaaaaaayer..* lol
2003-07-25 | 10:29 p.m. *...She works at hot topic, His heart microscopic, She thinks that its love, but to him its sex. He listens to emo but fat mike's his hero. His bank account's zero. What comes next? (Same song different chorus.) It's stupid, contagious, To be broke and famous. Can someone please save us from punk rock 101? My Dickies, your sweatbands, My spiked hair, your new vans, Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101. She bought him a skateboard, a rail slide, his knee tore. He traded it for drums at the local pawn shop. She left him for staring at girls and not caring when she cried because she thought Bon Jovi broke up.. (Same song second chorus.) It's stupid, contagious, To be broke and famous.Can someone please save us from punk rock 101? My Dickies, your sweatbands, My spiked hair, your new vans,Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101. (Don't forget to delay...on the very last word).... Seven years later, he works as a waiter. She married a trucker and he's never there. The story never changes, just the names and faces, like Tommy and Gina they're living on a *PRAYERRRRR* Did you just say that? I just said (Same song different chorus.) It's stupid, contagious, To be broke and famous. Can someone please save us from punk rock 101? My Dickies, your sweatbands, My spiked hair, your new vans, Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101.....* alrighty then... confusedamundo... well, before i get to my confusion ill tell you about my day and save the latest developments for.. later.. ok, i was woken up at 1:30 am BY this reallllllly sharp pain in my leg... it was like a rope of pain (corny as that sounds) that went from my knee cap to the top of my thigh.. i couldnt sleep.. as the night progressed it pread to my ankle from my knee cap SO my ENTIRE fucking leg hurt.. SOOOO my alarm went off at 5:15 and i got up.. almost fell when i put weight on my leg.. SO i hobbled around n did my shit.. i went to put on my pink fakey chuck taylors and THE PAIN GOT WORSE!!!! so i was like wtf can i wear for shoes b/c i cant wear sandles... SO i put on my skate shoes and it went away.. WTF am i supposed to wear em to bed or something?? lol.. ok SO at the hospital i have to run off 50 million copies (no actually jus 500ish..) in like an hour n i did.. and then i had an eye apointment to see how blind i am.. pretty bad lol.. n then went n did some typing shit in med. info.. n had lunch AND OMG almost ran into a COMPLETE BABE on crutches.. he was going to use the stairs SO i held the door (im the lil gentleman lol) so neways.. picked up bolstridge.. me n her n steph at big.. purdy fun.. kinda boring actually BUT it was ok.. i kept getting sad b/c it reminded me of charlie *hoan* and yah.. i was kinda quite (sorry guys!) so then i get home, check my mail and ive got this: Date: 7/25/2003 3:24:39 PM To: camels_n_kiwi@rock.com CC: From: Charlie Kelley Subject: Re:
deej i am really sorry we havnt talked in soo long i miss you so much i havent been able to call you or ne thing because i have been moving around soo much i was at carlos's in a tent and i have been at my dads i hope u r not mad at me please let me know i hope u still know i love u and u havent gave up on me SO now what?? im shocked, depressed, crying.. UTTERLY CONFUSED.. i do like him.. i jus dont know what to do... i know carlo is leaving.. his world is leaving.. so ill have SOME attention then.. everyone is going to think im so stupid.. and i dont even know what i want.. i mean sure im im love w/ him BUT he has an odd way of showing me that he loves me.. and uhhh he's never around or even bothers w/ me.. n when he does.. its exactly like that.. a bother.. i dont want to talk to my friends.. they're gonna be all "O CHARLIE'S AN ASS-HOLE. WHAT ABOUT SHAUN??" (what about him?? he doesnt like me.. so he flirted w/ me the other night, whoopty do..) my aunt is already all pissy n sighy over it.. i wish they could have seen the side that i have.. even tho it was a while ago that i saw it.. i did see a little of it peep thru the last time we were at big.. i really dont know.. im leaving for camp sunday... maybe when i get back from camp ill give him another go.. maybe.. prolly... w/e i dunno... night.. |