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*has fallen and can't get up*
2003-08-09 | 4:46 p.m. *....Her boyfriend, he don't know, anything, about her he's, too stoned, nintendo, i wish that i could make her see, she's just the flavor of the week. It's friday night, and she's all alone, he's a million miles away, she's dressed to kill, the TV's on, he's connected to the sound, and he's got pictures on the wall, of all the girls he's loved before, and she knows all his favorite songs. Her boyfriend, he don't know, anything, about her he's, too stoned, nintendo, i wish that i could make her see, she's just the flavor of the week....* *sigh* im almost perfectly happy. I jus ate some blueberries… well my tummy is happy anyways.. im listening to simple plan right now… addicted is on the radio… that song depresses me.. reminds me of Charlie… when we first started going out he said it reminded him of me b/c he was *addicted* to me.. (ha!) and now, things have changed some how… we have the title of a couple but we don’t really have a relationship anymore. It makes me so sad. It feels like its over, like I got dumped again, but in reality we’re still “together”… together doesn’t fit our situation im afraid. I don’t know.. life is sooooooo confusing… but I guess that’s just how life is. Megan wants to meet her real dad BUT her mom wont let her until shes 18… I don’t know exactly what I think about this… I think, if she was MY kid, id let her and be supportive.. and help her realize that things are better off the way they were… but w/e I guess.. Shebah is awesome.. I miss her so much… she is some one that I can tell shit too and she listens.. she tells me what she thinks of something but doesn’t contradict me if we have differing opinions on my problems… she might not like my decision BUT shes gonna support me thru it…. That is how a friend should be… watch her and learn… Rob isnt mad at me any more… good, ive cleared up yet another situation.. he’s moving home today.. and him and Karly are breaking up today. I don’t think ive ever heard of anyone setting a break-up date.. but him and Karly did.. he’s been really depressed and I cant say as I blame him. I always get worked up and stressed w/ deadlines looming, break-up dates would be horrid.. if they were a common practice ill bet that the suicide rate would be much higher… I jus found out earlier that my buddy, Duda, is going out w/ Rachel Vail.. don’t get me wrong, she can be nice… BUT NOT FOR DUDA!!!!! She was going out w/ this john kid at the beginning of camp… she didn’t like him, was going out w/ him b/c she was deperate.. she dumped him for the most annoying kid at camp (Russell the seat tipper…. GRRRRR) .. well I guess that she dumped him for Duda.. she’s his 1st gf.. im pretty worried about Duda… I have yet to tell Shebah… I don’t think shes gonna be too happy either.. Duda-day is too good for this… Mike. He’s the other one that I can tell shit to… but ive found out that if I tell shit to Mike that he tries to convince me to go his way if we don’t agree… I got kinda pissed at him last weekend when he was trying to talk me out of staying w/ Charlie.. I feel bad tho.. now he’s got 2 friends that are in “relationships” that he doesn’t like or agree w/ and one of them is mine.. EVERYONE think im being dumb with it.. the annoying thing is, is that only like 5 of them have ever met him.. they don’t know the entire thing, they’ve never been put in a situation like this.. and I get pissed when they bitch at me.. how many entries have I written this in?? I don’t know either lol.. Hahahahaha I jus fell out of my chair… and I couldn’t get up.. lol on yahoo when me n jessi n heather used to chat id always click *has falled on the floor and cant get up* I thot it was sooooo funny.. and I still do.. b/c its happened before hahahaa… werd yo, im so graceful…
Well, I hate to laff and run b/c we all know that im gonna trip BUT I must b/c im famished.. again lol.. DINNERTIME!! Lol ttyl.. ill be on around 10 b/c im gonna watch a movie w/ the fam tonight.. whootwhooot so neways, ill ttyl then perhaps???
:.+*muah*+.:
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