survival of the SEXIEST
2003-08-11 | 10:08 a.m.

*ho hum* i didnt get much sleep... damn it.. i got in bed.. and thought again. and cried again lol.. i feel so dumb.. but w/e.. who cares?? and i actually dont have any idea what the title/short description of this has to do w/ anything.. it has nothing to do w/ the entry anyways lol..

im pissed and happy.. how does that work.. i guess they cancel each other out and im neutral?? well, good first, i found that pound of coffee i was bitching about not being able to find so i can now support my caffine addiction.. bad news, my pc sux ass and isnt working right SO i couldnt hear "Last Song" all the way thru.. i played it 5 times and it was broken up and "buffering" the entire time.. piss me off..

no one is on to talk to.. naomi is but she'd playing pool w/ some terry person.. and something about her stopping her aim on the 30th.. i dunno what thats all about BUT ill ask later..

i have coffee breath.. its gross.. that is the one annoying thing.. o and teeth stains... so much for whitening toothpaste huh?? i want to try that overnight whitening paint shit BUT i have to wear them darn invisiline retainers to bed.. when i got my braces off they said that i'd only have to wear my retainers for a year.. well its been two.. and they made me new ones this summer.. w/e is up w/ that?? liars.. grrr i hate dentists.. or orthodontists.. or BOTH?? who would want to stick their fingers in some one's mouth and make em bleed?? sick sick folks...

I AM SO GETTING ROCK FOR LIFE GEAR FOR SCHOOL.. my aunt has this thing about not using her credit-card online SO i emailed em and they said that you can write out your order and a check n mail it.. whooooooot! and i got up the nuts to write a note to dan(b/c how the hell else can i get a hold of the ass??) asking for school $$ for saturday.. now comes the part that sees if he's actually gonna give it to me.. we'l wait and see i guess.. the fucker better..

yah know, when i turn 18 im gonna get him for child support that he DOESNT pay.. him and my mom were the ones that made me, it wasnt my choice to be born, and my daddy-o is shirkin on his responsibility.. he even gets tax money back on me and i dont even live there.. thats why he wouldnt give my aunt custody.. she signs everything as my guardian BUT in truth, she isnt.. o well.. w/e.. 2 months, 2 weeks and 3 days.. *i cant freakin wait* amancipation here i come... actually, i dont think im gonna be allowed to do that.. but o well, if he tries to force me to go live w/ him again its gonna be in the next 2 months.. so fasten your seatbelt b/c here we go... lynn hasnt made any fusses about anything lately.. im sure that shes got something up her sleve.. i mean, its been omg uhhhhhhhhhh like last fall or something like that... i dont even remember.. w/e bitch, i dont care.. all the power to her.. i have places i can go... faaaaaarrrrr away places.. so w/e.. ::sings:: JUST TRY AND STOP ME NOW!!

ok neways, im gone.. i have to get that damn english thing DONE today.. b/c ive been putting it off and school starts in 3 weeks... *GAH* NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! o well....

until next time

:.+*muah*+.:
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