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8-12-03's PISS N MOAN of the day
2003-08-12 | 10:05 p.m. this is going to be short.. and well.. short.. i cant say sweet b/c i am WAY beyond that.. ok, saturday.. i was like living for it... it seems like for once, something was going to go right.. but, jus like usual, it got fucked.. i, deej-o have once again gotten skrewed over by my family.. you're gonna read this and say "damn shes selfish" and you know, i am.. im fucking sick of having to do it everyone elses way.. i have this cousin.. its my grandmothers, sister's kids husband.. hes about 70.. and he died last night.. they're waiting UNTIL saturday to have his funeral.. to which im not going.. so my options are friday or tuesday.. weekdays.. im sure that NO ONE will be able to go.. what my aunt doesnt realize is that my friends have jobs.. and their parents have jobs.. they cant jus bring em to the mall on a weekday.. but nope, we have to do what GRAMPA wants on weekends.. and then she says that i get to do what i want most of the time?? BULLSHIT.. ok, did i mention the ocean?? my grandfather asked me if id like to go.. and i wouldnt b/c 1) i reminds me of mum.. and 2) i makes me miss nanner n pa n molly n nick n the gang.. and 3) its gonna SUCK goin w/ them.. so neways, he asked me, and my aunt was right there, so i said i MIGHT.. when ever he says he "might" something, it means yes.. i forgot that.. so he got all siked and is making up go.. and he'll sit in the car and make me n my aunt get out and look.. whoot, sounds like a BLAST!! o i am soooooo EXCITED! its gonna be GREAT!! .....NOT! w/e... fuck ppl.. Shebah can still go.. but i dunno about anyone else and yah *i can still go* so you prolly dont see why im pissed.. its jus that i ALWAYS have to DROP w/e im doing for them.. and when they are FREE they grumble n complain.. and *SIGH* a lot.. my aunt almost made herself dehydrated from bitching so much the other day when i asked about the mall.. :.+*cheese louise*+.: i changed my earrings tonight.. and i wasnt supposed to lol. i have 3 more weeks until then.. o well.. ill clean em.. my dad better be givin me that $$ b/c i need it.. and i havnt gotten $$ since april.. so yah lol.. TIME TO PAY HIS DUES.. he snuck me $.. like 50 bucks every 3 months.. sounds good huh? well, hes bought kelly 2 cars, braces, glasses and she lives w/ him (shes 19 and lynn's kid).. hes gotten matt at least ONE gun, a go-cart, a 4-wheeler, a bike and he lives w/ him (also lynns kid).. they have an airconditioned house.. theyve redecorated their living room.. bought surround-sound stero.. a new computer (3rd since theyve been married.. 6 years??), their oldest car is a 98 camry.. the newest is a 02 toyota.. my dad bought a new 16/18 wheeler too.. in the past 6 years.. and i get 200$ a year.. and 20$ in by 15th b-day card.. and SHIT that went to salvation army for x-mas.. way to be treated like family yah know? ok, im out.. until tomorrow.. night prolly.. |