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jus call me LUMPY
08.20.03 | 10:17 pm *...All the perfect words they seem so wrong, She's gone. You wish that you could learn to see, The door is closed and you wish you could be.. Alone with you, alone with me. What can I do, I can not breathe. My heart is torn, for all to see. Alone with you, alone with me...* ok, i didnt feel like typing out.. im too busy stuffing myself with stale triscuits and toe cheese.. mmmm!!! lol.. ok, its humid so EVERYTHING is stale.. the cheerio's, the kix.. especailly the kicks... GROSS!! so i was having the munchies so i grabbed the triscuits and some cheese (normally i avoid cheese BUT my aunt was bitching about me needing calcium and i didnt feel like drinking milk..) the triscuits FELT fine.. and the cheese smelled like feet since i got it out of the fridge, which is enough for me want to ralph right there.. so yah... i bet that my breath smells like feet.. *how LOVELY!!* my aunt was all bitchy right now "if your not busy tomorrow FINISH YOUR BOOK REPORT!!!" (BITE ME!!) i was like "well, if the book didnt SUCK so much i'd be done the damn report!" and shes like "well you never like any books your teachers pick out! and the books you pick out are worse!" firstly: umm?? (hello, look at the teachers.. at the beginning of last year we affectionatly refered to mr.cote as "goat-man".. he has the features.. and kind of bleats when he gets excited.. i still have stickers that we wore around that say "BAAAAHHHH GOAT-MAN, BAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!" on my wall.. he kinda looks like a parrot.. humm) secondly: either i can relate to the books i pick out, or the have a plot.. "I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings" however has neither.. i cant relate and umm is there a point of the book?? i mean hell, THEY MIGHT AS WELL HAVE ASSIGNED THE DICTIONARY TO READ b/c it has neither plot nor action.. and it might be a little bit more entertaining b/c i deff dont know all the words in the english language.. i might actually learn something!! **GASP** ill have to remember to suggest it for NEXT YEARS SUMMER READING whoot whoot.. damn i cant wait!! today i woke up (surprise, surprise??) did my grooming routine.. loaded and un-loaded 2 loads of wood into the shed. made lunch, blabbed on here for about 30 mins.. STACKED the 2 loads of wood, did dished, went to jamie's.. fed isaiah cheerios, came home, made dinner, ate, did dishes.. came on for another 30 mins.. talked to *mikey* and sheb, (finally lol) watched tv.. and here i am.. i had a fun day huh?? OOO YAAA!! i didnt even get to play my al.. *sniffle*.. im completely glued into my discman.. w/ a-ar.. I LOOOOOVE that cd!! i like all the songs expect "Paper Heart".. it sounds hawiian and tinkly.. annoying to me.. i mean it'd be one thing if i was in the mood for doing the hula OR we were in math sitting behind paul in his *hawiian* shirts lol... two things.. and they both have to do w/ french.. ben n jess.. i dont want to be in either of their classes.. everyone else i can deal with.. SO hopefully they are both in one class and it isnt mine.. or if it is mine i can switch out of it w/o fucking my schedule up b/c i like it now.. except i dunno who i have 7th period sh w/.. bolstridge says i have it w/ tyler.. *o joy*.. we all know what thats gonna be like... PURE HELL.. o well, as if school isnt.. and there are only 13 days until its back to hell on earth.. it was nice being able to communicate w/ the outer, civilized world.. soon i wil be back to continual gossip, discusting food (starving myself lol), pissy cat fights, boys, slave-driving teachers, endless bus rides w/ middle schoolers (ahhhhh, the power of my cd's...)... hummm i have so much to look forward to!!!!!! YAY!!!!! ...not. ha. ha. i sooooooooo do NOT want to go to telstar anymore... i hate it!! SOOO MUCH.. so many ppl hate me.. and for stupid reasons.. i mean ex-bfs?? ive only got 2 at telstar.. and one doesnt even go there any more (or at least he left part way thru last year... w/e) and the other one graduates this year.. *WHOOT*... but then there are the *preps*... even the WORD *prep* is evil... i get scary shivers jus saying it.. and most of them know this.. and there are the *preps-in-denial*.. and they make fun of me n my friends calling US posers.. when they're the ones that date baseball players and buy fake tattoos to wear.. and get knocked up by the time they're 16.. yahhh waaaaay to be!! i mean, yah a like aguy on A baseball team, but the thing w/ telstar baseball teams (or basically ANY sports team) is that WE SUCK!! and they act like WE'RE THE BEST!! and we ARENT... get a load of this.. the girls v.softball won ALL THE GAMES minus like 1 or 2 and were # 1 in the mvc... and lost the semis/finals (i dunno which) lol.. i laffed.. i thot it was soooo FUNNY! and on school spirit day i wear all black.. which i usually do anyways.. there's this girl, hangs w/ the preps (so that makes her one too right??) well, she's wiccan or something, neways we dress alike.. and shes a year older than me SO shes had the freedom of dress longer than me.. and her and her lil posse make fun of me, TELL ME I WANT TO BE LIKE HER, call ME poser.. allll the time!! excuse me, im a lil church girl.. i go to church every sunday. you will not find me out howling at the full moon and carving weird messages into the soccer field.. SORRY! i DONT WANT TO BE LIKE YOU!! I DONT LIKE YOU!! (explain, why would you want to be like some one you hate? i thought so!.. unless they're pretty and perfect, neither of which is she.. so umm im at a loss...) SHEBAH IS ON!!! YAY!!!! kevin took her back... *sigh* and the world makes sence again.. for her.. im a lump.. im lumpy.. i lump around the house.. I AM A LUMPY LUMP!! or a flat lump, depending on which side/end your looking at.. humm... well, after school starts im gonna have no time to think about anything BUT school.. so THERE GOES ALL HOPE OF A SOCIAL LIFE.. i am a social delinquent.. NOT but my aunt wishes i was so she wouldnt have to drive me places.. *ooo to have my licence* lol ok, im going to lump off and do something else.. lumpily.. until tomorrow |