yesterday (8/22/03)
08.23.03 | 10:09 am

ahhh yah, its weird for me to do absolutely NOTHING n not update huh?? well, last night, i sat here glued into my head phones like a sadistic loony trying to drown out all the little quirks of her fucked up little world.. o yah!! i *AM* all that lol (and a bag a chips!! and a half drank soda lol).. actually, truth be known, my headphones hurt my earrings... BUT my aunt shits herself if i have my radio on when shes in bed (aka AFTER 9..).. she also yells at me thru her constipation.. never ceases to amaze me.. but neways, i spent like 2 hours typing on this thing and yah, at 1:03 when i clicked the little button, it told me i had to re-login.. and i got pissed and went to bed... lol..

yah, well basically my *night life* ends at 9.. WHICH blows b/c im nocturnal... welllll not actually.. my eyes dont glow-in-the-dark.. and i dont eat bats and mice.. unless im really hungry lol.. but i mean... i like dark.. and its easier for me to sleep during the day and be up at night... i should go to night school!! humm..

see, not only is it my AUNT that cant stay up late, its basically all of my friends too.. at some sleep overs i feel as if im in 2nd grade again and staying until 11 was a BIIIIIIIG thing lol.. if one of my friends is here, 2 is an usual awake point.. (chika n i made it to 4:30 and lol we had told my aunt that we'd go to sleep at 2 b/c she was getting picked up at 8:30 or 9.. hahahaha OOPS!! we had our *scruff* burning party.. not planned of course BUT i dumped the entire SHOEBOX of letters from him into the stove.. lol.. and i dont feel guilty about it!!)

PERFECT EXAMPLE: the last time i spent the night at Stephs.. when she still lived in albany.. it was on april 11th-12th.. (i remember b/c the 12th was me n ass-wipe's 1 whole month of *going out* and he cheated on me w/ that lil jen chick... or the *fly* as he affectionately calls her.. w/e.. *I HOPE HE DIES OF STD's* lol) we got home from big at like 10 or 10:30.. erin had umm shim and ryan there and they were watching *back to the future* (but i dunno which one) so we waited until they were done, changed into our jams n all that nice stuff... and then settled down on the couch for a night/morning of movies n popcorn.. (alllll the way home and when we were at big, Steph was blabbing about how *we were gonna pull an all nighter*.. and shes always the first one asleep lol) so we put in goldmember.. and they were OUT.. i watched it by myself.. and i dont even think that its alll the funny.. i mean sure, parts of it.. but nope, not the majority of it.. when it was done i woke em up..and they were like "well, we're tired.." sooooo we went to bed.. it was like 12:08.. so yah, we pulled an *all nighter* if you want to be technical.. but i dont think it counts..

BUT yah know, being able to stay up late is good.. b/c when i have kids i wont have much problem staying up w/ them.. humm.. i cant wait until i have kids!! my friends always say that im going to have a LOT.. like 7.. bolstridge said that id have 76 or some freakily high number in the 70's that isnt even humanly possible.. and i only want 2 kids ppl.. 3 max.. maybe ill open a day care?? w/e i mean come on? 76?? i have to have a loooooot of set-tuplets (or however you spell it lol). one thing tho, my husband could never leave me for lack of sex.. hell he'd have be be poppin viagra left n right to keep up w/ me.. bawhahahahha!! i mean, we wouldnt be able to afford a sitter and we'd both have to work 12 or so jobs.. wouldnt work out.. so forget the whole thing?? lol

i got my Rock for Life gear yesterday.. and lol included in my package was a double-sided letter telling me my constitutional right to wear my shirts.. whooo i guess i didnt know what i was getting into.. ill be bringing it and tucking it ever-so-unsuspicisouly into my locker...

i fucking better have a top locker again this year.. im going to be pissed beyond belief if i dont.. and since i did last year, im sure i wont.. grrrrr!! i hate bottom lockers (hehehe the one under mine was empty... so i used em both :D) BUT i mean, my luck kyle roak will have the locker above me.. and honestly i dont want to have to stick my head in his unwashed ass in the morning, after every class and before the trip home.. i mean come ON! GROSS!!! and hes vewy, vewy wide.. he's like as wide as 2 lockers.. no offence to him, but do something besides eat and play video-games... pretty soon he isnt going to be able to fit into the nifty desk/chair thinger.. why cant they give us desks and chairs instead of combining them?? the realllllllly tall guys (curtis) can barely fit, fat kids can SO get stuck and for me (can i pretend for one minute that im skinny??) i get back aches.. i have to sit waaaaay up in order to reach the desk.. if i lean back im *out in the barn* so to speak.. its six of one or half-dozen of the other.. take your pick.. *O i know!!* we're UNDERFUNDED!! and they're looking to see if they want football back... they could buy the soccer team brand new uniforms for the same amount of like 4 or 5 football uniforms... w/ pads n shit..

i dunno if any one reads this, or if any one that reads this knows who relient k is.. but well now you do.. they're an AWESOME band.. my personal favorite song is *Sadie Hawkins Dance* but *Maybe It's Maybelline* is climbing my charts... not only does it have an awesome sound, catchy lyrics.. they make sence!! and hello, how cool is it to have a guy singing "Maybe its them, Maybe its me, or Maybe it's maybelline".. BUT jus to give matt a good ol' cyber kick-in-the-balls, MXPX is sooo much better than relient k.. so HA!! i havnt heard the *ever passing moment* cd SO it could be their one shitty album.. but the 3 i have kick ass.. so HA!!

*christilina yah, shes so cool. christilina, shes out of control. half the time she dont know where she's at. yah, christilina dont know much about that.. christilina, shes in her own world. she's always happy as a little girl. christilina's nice unless she's annoyed. christilina happens to like boys..*

i think it should be danijean instead of christilina.. but it doesnt quite fit huh?? thats what happens when you have a FUCKED up name.. back in elementary school, when everyone had them cool monogrammed pencils.. i could never get one.. they dont even make em for Dj.. forget danijean.. well my name is too good for one of those damn pencils.. n rulers, cups, forks, knives, plates, bracelets, keychains.. the cool little licence plates for your bike.. yah *sniffle* too good for that!! hahahaha o well!! i should get a Betsy one (umm i dont know many Betsy's.. so why make so many??) and put on my bike.. and buy likw 4 different names worth of different pencils.. lol oooo that would be so great!!! get like Edith, Edna, Betsy, Joanne... GERTRUDE!! ahahaha!!! i wonder if they make them.. im going to have to look into this when i go to wal*mart for binders.. ill get a whole shit-load of em.. hehehe!!

ok, well im gonna go.. make coffee.. the laundry is calling out to me.. *I HEAR VOICES* and im home alone.. this cannot be good!!

until later..

:.+*muah*+.:
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