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school...
09.04.03 | 2:55 pm ok, i havnt been on for a while b/c "its not the weekend" (im not allowed on the pc on school nights.. how middle school is that??) but my aunt isnt home.. hahaha.. so yah, school started on tuesday.. and it sucks just as bad as last year.. maybe even a tittle worse.. so i get there.. and we hung in home room for an extra TWENTY minutes.. and then had an "assembly" in the auditorium.. i must say i am proud of the shit hole for once.. they ripped out the 34 year old auditorium chairs and put in different ones.. since *America's getting fatter* they installed WIDER chairs instead of MORE chairs.. i personally liked the old *reclining* ones.. true, they only reclined b/c they were broken but they were much easier to slouch in.. and TRUST ME.. you can only sit up straight for so long, listening to lambert blabbing and laughing at his old jokes.. so he hemmed and hawed about the track they've been building since last umm march or april.. it should finally be finished the middle of october.. and the school lunch.. they fucked it to hell so now you have to pay 1.70 no matter what.. so, since the food is WORSE and i bring my own lunch im going to have to spend 1.25 to get some gross sports drink to wash down my fluffernutter and grapes.. ppl suck.. WORLD STUDIES SUCKS!!! omg.. if there is a torture chamber, morton's room is it.. hes nice and fucking hilarious which make you WANT to like him.. but then he BOGS you down with home work.. which DOESNT WANT to make you like him.. what to do what to do.. well i do know im not going to skrew off.. my GPA is 84 something WHICH is fine but id like it to be better.. i dropped photography today for another studyhall.. guidence always schedules all my hard classes for one day and then i have like one or 2 the next.. yah well... too bad.. so i did my french homework then.. the 1st half.. and lol talked w/ curt n danna n andrew r... *GASP* i know!! he used to hate me.. and prolly still does.. did up until then including yesterday in band.. he's playing alto, WHICH I CAN ALREADY PLAY *ahem* and im section leader so hes gonna have to answer to ME.. bawhahaha.. and im only a sophmore and he's a junior..hahaha and today he was nice and asked about my albert (which i brought to school btw).. i did it.. i wore my boots today.. w/ a little jean skirt n fishnets n a black shirt.. o w/ braids.. the first thing steph said, (nope, she didnt say hey or hi or w/e she says) she said "YOU LOOK LIKE A WHORE!!" gee lemme tell you.. that right there really helped my confidence.. that and the fact i asked her to how alberts case and she took him out in the middle of the hall.. and the *andrew r group* (aka your a poser if your not one of them and know what a guitar is.. God forbid you own one.. and especially since im not very good.. SINCE I JUST GOT IT..) which is why i almost shit myself when he was talking to me in studyhall.. i still think he still looks down on me but o well its normal.. and not as bad as it was... so yes, i wandered around in my whoreishness today.. and i realized.. that omg it sucks.. when you like some one and you want some one and they're so out of reach.. i mean yah i could prolly throw myself at him, like i started to.. but it didnt get me far.. and i still havnt talked to him yet.. and we have no classes together.. sooo i guess im going to jus watch.. and drool... from a distance.. we'll see.. yah, the guys, well some, in my grade have REALLLLLLLY changed this summer... *DAYUM* lemme tell you.. i mean he (see above paragraph) was already adorable (in a little boyish way..) but now.. OMG OMG OMG he is DAYUM FIIIINE... lol.. *sigh* and so out of reach... *sniffle* owello... well im off to do *WORLD STUDIES* we're reading Sarum.. and doing a review of an article on *GREAT BRITAIN AND ITS COMMOMWEALTH UP TO 1900.* and it has to be FIVE TO SIX PAGES LONG.. but size 14 and double spaced.. lol.. and we're reading brave heart.. and doing 5 cut outs.. and umm something else.. not counting class work and w/e else he gives us.. Way to be a college prep kid.. maybe i wont go.. so i can drop french n shit.. so until next time.. |