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ahh, high school drama
09.05.03 | 10:42 pm Is there any really simple way with out being obvious that you dont like something? i mean i could say "I hate school." or i could say "School is a great invironment but under excruitating circumstances i have a strong feeling of distaste and unease towards the orginization." i think ill stick with "I HATE SCHOOL." i mean, you're forced to go to stuffy rooms with floursecent lighting with 20 classmates, not counting yourself. more than half of them you hate.. and the other half you cant talk to.. they always make sure to pair you up w/ one of the ones you hate the most. they preach "IT'S YOUR EDUCATION! GRASP IT AND HOLD IT IN YOUR HANDS!! MOLD IT AND MAKE IT INTO WHAT YOU WANT TO BE!! OR PERISH" (sweater monkeys lol) yet they dictate our every move. I mean, what happens if some one doesnt want to be famous and rich.. i mean COME ON i know there arent many but not every one strives to succeed.. i personally feel that it will be a miracle to graduate.. GOD!! ok, there is SOOO MUCH DRAMA.. lol on wednesday, when i was calmly sitting on the floor eating my *homemade* (in a sence) spongebob mac n cheese some little frosh were having a heated arugement.. about what i dont know but mary (christmas lol.. i LOVED the shirt..) stormed off lol WHICH she usually does.. *DRAMA QUEEN. MHM GIRLFRIEND... sexxxxy PRINCEZZ* lol ok, chika has been COMPLETELY ANTI-SOCIAL this year.. and its beginning to bug me... im sorry, im trying to be happy and *akward* scilences annoy the PISS out of me.. and shes always drooling at guys that walk buy when your trying to tell her something.. or she jus ignores you completely.. or answers w/ one word.. soooo lunch.. danielle and chicka dont eat.. i duno why danielle wont.. chika gained *OMG FIVE POUNDS* so shes starving herself.. hell i gained around 10 and im eating as much as i ever have.. so ill be eating, and they'll decide to get up and wander.. yes, i dont CHOW my food.. i like to taste it.. and bolstridge is w/ tyler whenever he's there SO i figured that i could eat lunch where i wanted and not bug anyone.. wow can i be wrong?? my aunt says im being over sensitive but w/e.. ok so i wanted something from ash... so i followed her around for like 2 mins, then realizing that i wasnt going to get it i was gonna go w/ the regular lunch crew, but got talking to jessi n piss, whom we had met up w/, so i was like wtf ill go outside w/ them.. so we're on the picnic table.. and yah lol it was great.. me n jessi went and got us and piss bagles.. which were absolutely discusting btw... so last night i wrote my mom this letter.. and it was pretty personal and depressing.. so i went to get it from my locker for DANIELLE to read.. meaning I WAS GOING TO HANG OUT WITH THEM. so i get to the water fountain before my locker and they're there filling up bolstridges water bottle.. danielle waves and chika jus looks.. bolstridge says nothing BUT they know im there.. so we're walking.. im a little behind them.. i stop at my locker, thinking that they're going to stop.. but no, they kept going.. which pissed me off SO i grabbed it. said fuck them and went back outside... i told piss what happened and she said that i can hang out w/ them now.. yay! maybe this is the change of friends ive been hoping and praying for?? we'll see.. ive been friends w/ these ppl forever.. i dunno why i didnt see it before.. and then steph was like "well now you know what its like when you guys were ignoring me for coming out here." and i was like "Yah steph, thats diffrent. you ditched us to come out here b/c the person you like hangs out w/ them." and she says "yah well you must be here for the same reason." ( b/c *ahem was in and out.. but he wasnt out there when i got there and istill hadnt talked to him so w/e and IT IS NOT WHY. so w/e. i dont really believe that b/c the only day shes out there all the time is when her *ahem* isnt at region 9.. but o well, we representin.. o zach was on when i came on. i said hi. he said he was tired. asked how i was. left without another word. yay. PPL SUCK! lol about the mary christmas shirt.. she was wearing this CHRISTMAS RED (the bright annoying color) VELVET, LONG SLEVED, BELLY-SHIRT. omigaw. ahhhhhhhh. lol all i could think of was tree skirt.. *gah!* i am SO learing to play *The rest is up to you* by Relient K.. the bass part kicks ass.. sound wise.. and lol the tab is the same thing OVER AND OVER for the entire song.. how cool is that?? lol ok, im out.. my eyes are dead.. and i dont want to eat anymore popcorn. and i have french to do. and i forgot Sarum at school in my locker.. OOPS!! o well, sh monday! yeah! lol and one more thing, charlie is a bigger jackass than tibbetts. i jus had to clear that up lol. until tomorrow |