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yup ima slacker
10.04.03 | 7:08 pm hiii! yah i know.. im a slacker n havnt written in almost 3 weeks.. so SHOOT ME! it isnt like anyone reads this ANYWAYS so why should i bother right? well, i guess its time to put stuff about me in here.. whats been up the past few weeks.. ahh lest see.. i dont remember where i left off last time.. i had been to sissy's house for the first time... right?? welll i went to shebahs the next weekend (and SHE DIDNT WRITE ABOUT IT IN HER DIARY *AHEM*) and had an absolute blast.. n met josh n glen n rocco n kevin.. they cool shit.. especially josh n glen.. n josh lol.. i kinda like him BUT hes almost 20 (and ill be SIXTEEN in 24 days.. ahhh lol) and he works w/ my brother (but darrin dont know who he is yet) another thing, HE DONT LIKE ME (jus likes to flirt) so I HAVE NO CHANCE. plus i really like some one else.. i dont really want to write about who.. i mean, fuck i might as well b/c my friends seem to think that it dont matter if I WANT IT a secret or not. steph blabbed it out to some one that i didnt want to know.. n sis told her mom.. (so im sure youve guessed by now lol) yah ok i like johnny, sissys brother.. hes cool shit.. i basically have no chance BUT hey i can dream right? he talks to me on the computer a lot.. for almost 3 hours (twice this week) i finally got up the guts to ask him to homecoming.. he said maybe.. and homecoming is on friday.. this means he wont go.. *sigh* o well.. i was suposed to go w/ merch.. n he was gonna wear a batman costume.. n i prolly could go w/ him still.. but it be more fun to go w/ johnny.. hes so funny! n he listens to good music.. n hes hot.. n hes smart (FINALLY I DONT LIKE A TARD!!) yah hes a whole package.. and i think he likes maranda who supposedly likes shaun (yep the one i used to like that never called me back.. that shaun) but for some reason shes all over johnny (she says b/c she wants shaun and shaun hangs out w/ johnny.. but if you like some one, hanging all over their friend isnt gonna get em for you.. but w/e) steph likes jake.. everyone knows lol.. and if they didnt well they do now b/c tuesday he wasnt at school (and steph hangs out w/ us some during lunch.. n jake always does) n she was out there playin frisbee.. n jes was like "HEY STEPH! YOU DO KNOW THAT JAKE ISNT HERE TODAY RIGHT?!?!" and steph got mad lol.. but then again steph is the one that blabbered who i like n i wasnt supposed to give two shits from a rats ass.. so i duno w/e.. umm lets see.. i went to sissys last weekend.. n johnny didnt talk to me at all.. and then i went home and talked to him on the computer for 3 hours on sunday.. i mean i dont mind but 1/3 of that at his house would have been nice lol.. o well w/e school sucks.. still.. it seems to me that now that i dont want to hang out w/ bolstridge, her buttfuck n chika that they're around more than ever now.. they ignored me all summer (except for when they wanted something) so i got sick of them (yadda yadda you know that story) BUT now that im TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THEM they're always there. AND IT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF!!!!! the other day i was like "yah know, i think its pretty hilarious that when i wanted to hang w/ em they were never there and now that i fuckin hate them n dont want to be around them i can never get away.." n steph (who wasnt part of this convo) piped up and said "THEY ARE HERE TO HANG OUT W/ YOU THEY'RE HANGING OUT W/ US" and got up and moved.. that was after i had found out about her tell all session n before she knew i knew.. so if ANYONE had the right to get mad it was me.. yes?? this week wasnt quite as eventful.. at all lol.. i asked johnny to homecoming on wednesday?? or tuesday?? n then lol thursday i had an interesting time on the computer.. i gotta put this convo in b/c it cracks me the fuck up.. first off this dood is 22 and from pakistan.. i had NO FUCKING CLUE who he was... i was jus minding my own business and BAM this little box pops up.. and its him.. i was so fuckin freaked out (and my name isnt kelly btw lol) ok ready for this shit? smile2me45: i teach in school Squeege: what grade? smile2me45: 10 Squeege: thats the grade im in here smile2me45: oh ic smile2me45: what subject u like most Squeege: lunch lol and study hall Squeege: i hate school Squeege: with a fucking passion smile2me45: lol smile2me45: every student hate the school Squeege: its a waste of time smile2me45: i also when in my student life hate the school smile2me45: no dear it is study and study in never wasted smile2me45: have u male teacher or female teachers Squeege: both smile2me45: what u like more Squeege: they're teachers.. we dont get along smile2me45: i mean male teacher or female Squeege: ms. chris prolly Squeege: shes my cousin Squeege: other than that i hate teachers Squeege: they're dumb smile2me45: some time it happenes that a teacher fall in love with a student Squeege: yah that dont happen here smile2me45: what should be response of student Squeege: the teachers are old Squeege: the teachers get put in jail for that Squeege: and there enough guys our age that we dont think of our teachers like that smile2me45: u think to love is a crime smile2me45: ok let talk some thing other Squeege: i dont think love is a crime Squeege: but teachers are there to teach smile2me45: what is ur name Squeege: kelly smile2me45: ok smile2me45: i am Ahmad Squeege: hi smile2me45: kelly when u chat on net with boys............usually boys talk on what topic Squeege: i dont usually chat Squeege: ever Squeege: i talk to my friends smile2me45: ok smile2me45: u seem strict in ur way smile2me45: what u like to eat Squeege: im a vegitarian smile2me45: vegiterian? what does it mean (im talkin to my friend garth btw, and im laffing my ass off.. n i wanted to say "no speak english??" but i didnt.. i should have tho) Squeege: they dont eat meat smile2me45: ok smile2me45: why dont u eat smile2me45: are u fatty Squeege: nope Squeege: i think meat is gross Squeege: so is killing animals smile2me45: kelly what is most beautiful thing in u (lol i was gonna tell him the only thing in me were the cheetos i jus ate but then i figured he wouldnt understand) Squeege: what do you mean? smile2me45: i mean what is good habit of u which u like most Squeege: my personality Squeege: i like making my friends laff smile2me45: good smile2me45: kelly have u come to pakistan Squeege: no smile2me45: kelly smile2me45: who is curly Squeege: umm a boy smile2me45: why u gave him my id smile2me45: dont u like to chat with me Squeege: b/c your freakin me out smile2me45: i dont understand smile2me45: if u dont like chat with me u can say it to me smile2me45: i will leave now smile2me45: but why u gave him my id Squeege: no its that your hitting on me or something and your older than me.. Squeege: its illegal smile2me45: if so u should say it to me..........i am sorry for that smile2me45: ok i leave u now smile2me45: but u have hurt me Squeege: :(( 8-| after this i was like WTF?? n then O SHIT! HE'S PISSED OFF AT ME WHICH MEANS THAT HE HATES AMERICANS.. WHICH MEANS THAT HES GONNA BECOME A TERRORIST AND BLOW US UP!!!!! WHAT HAVE I DONE???? lol.. i mean i have no problem w/ ppl from other countries but this dood freaked me the fuck out.. can i get an amen?? i went to the fair today.. i got a little collar w/ an ingraved pet id (a little pink bone) w/ my name n number on it to wear in case i get lost.. i got gloves n earrings n a spiked cuff too.. n i got soaked b/c it rained the entire 4 hours i was there.. and 2 reallllllly ugly guys kept following me around (i was alone.. kidnap and rape crossed my mind) trying to make me admit that i worked at dunkin donuts in sanford.. i live in bethel.. im like 2 hours away from sanford.. what kind of weed do they smoke down there?? my x matt lives right near there in w. newfield but i decided not to tell them that b/c they might try to talk to me some more and i was ready to leave.. well i gotta leave now.. im goin to darrins for pasta in about 20 mins. n then we wants to watch lotr2.. ho hum.. |