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11.27.03 | 11:50 pm I cannot remember a day like this in a long time. you all know me, mrs. scrooge, holiday hater.. w/e.. turkeyday is just another day for me.. but a day that has 2 days worth of preperation and 30 mins of eatery.. yah it makes since to me too.. so this year we had it at my house.. first time in.. 3 years?? one year we went to the colonial for dinner, one year we were at jamie's mom and step-dad's house, last year we were at my brothers.. so however many that is.. so neways, this year at my house it was supposed to be grampa, aunt jane, darrin (brother), jamie (sis-in-law), isaiah (nephew), kathy (jamie's mom), gary (jamie's step-dad) and annette (gary's mom) over here.. yah. joy. gary and kathy go to my dad's church.. i wasnt really looking forward to this.. so i got home from school yesterday morning (we got out at 10:30.. waste of a day) and my aunt meets me at the door and tells me russell is coming.. ok, gary, as i said before, goes to my dads church... i grew up w/ him coming over to visit, blah blah blah.. he has 3 kids.. esther, russel and joy.. russ is now 22 and about as hot as they come.. ive always had a thing for him.. originally all three kids were supposed to go their mothers for thanksgiving dinner... and umm i dunno why russ didnt BUT he didnt.. he was at thanksgiving 2 years ago at kathy and garys (duh, his dads house) and he was all hot.. w/ his tongue pierced n his ears pierced n tattoos...n black clothes.. but recently, like 2 months.. maybe three (i swear i wrote about this but maybe not) he has started going back to church.. this means no more earrings or the likes.. kaki pants/sweaters/polo shirts... i mean. he's still hot as hell buuuuut hes got a lot lacking.. he came to my 16th bday party thinger at my brothers.. i was hoping he would.. but umm i didnt think he would BUT he did.. n well he came tonight instead of going to dinner w/ his mom, sisters, 2 year old niece... maybe there are problems.. hopefully not.. i mean yeah, me thinking hes coming to see me is all a fantasy b/c i think 1) hes got a gf, 2) i think my cousin (20 years old btw) likes him.. (shes churchy and best friends w/ his younger sister..) 3) he's my sister-in-laws step-brother, 4) he's friends w/ my brother so he knows hed get his ass kicked, 5) he's 23. 6) hes known me since i was itty bitty.. i can remember going to his house one time and raking leaves w/ a bunch of ppl.. and he drank a glass of pickle juice.. w/ the seeds.. dont ask how i remember that? there is no way he can like me.. BUT i can always dream right?? hes sooooo good w/ my nephew... he calls my grandfather 'gramps' and my aunt 'auntie'.. he's got manners.. we like the same foods.. he thinks its hot that i play bass (:D) he's funny.. and he's 23.. grr.. im doomed.. but im happy.. :) and you know what he said when he left? as he was leaving the livingroom (wearing a sweatshirt that said "REYNOLDS TREE" on it (umm? i m a reynolds...hint?) he yelled back into the room (me n him n my brother were watching miami vs. dallas) "SEE YOU LATER DEEJ".. what does see you later mean anyways?? i really wish i knew.. does it mean literally, im sure i will see you later, we have relitives in common.. or as in "see YOU later" (like in friends, joeys little "how YOU doin?) or as in "i really wish i could see you later.. sooner than later.." (lol im dreaming... or fantising.. am i not allowed?) buuuuut neways.. o and he likes the pats too.. i have found my soul mate (but i think he likes bosox.. instead of yankees.. houston we have a problem) ok well im gonna go listen to some music and go to bed.. n dream of russ... |