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with ARMS wide open... lol
09.13.03 | 9:13 pm i am here again.. well i mean im here for the first time in a few days BUT im back to writing again.. fuckin a, i hate school.. it bites, its blows ass, it sucks balls.. what ever.. i am so talking to jake n michelle.. i havnt talked to them in forever BUT ive talked to em both twice today.. yay!! i miss them.. *sigh* and doood me n jake had a pretty cereal convo lol and he answered all my questions.. i feel special!! but YOUR SECRET IS SAFE WITH MEEE!! lol so i went to sissys house last night.. it was awesome.. there was some shitty problem that i will prolly type some day but not right now b/c im not in the mood.. but neways it had to do w/ johnny n his mom n ramsey n cops n shit.. it happened thursday night... so she wasnt sure if she wanted me to go b/c she didnt want my aunt to be all bitchy when i got home (which she was reguardless) but i went neways.. i realized something last night.. johnny has really sexy arms.. and this morning (after sis said it) that he's got abs too.. she also said that he has big nipples WHICH i didnt notice.. lol.. but dayum! we were in the kitchen and he was at the computer in a green tank-top.. and his arms were all muscley.. it was kinda weird too b/c we had seen a boflex commecial earlier and were talking about how SOME muscles are a deffinate plus, where as having the *fake bake n gorilla walk* look goin on grosses me out.. i mean COME ON.. body builders are gross! but he's the right kind of muscley to be sexy lol. sis was on the phone w/ jessi and shes like "yah deej, johnny's like never around when my friends are here and tonight hes down here and like all smiles" and jessi is like "oooOOOOoooo" and then lol this morning sis was like "yah, Johnny, you have nice arms. or according to Dj.." lol when i was watching jared or tv.. lol WAY TO GO SIS.. and shes like "now he's gonna be all *im so sexy*!!* hey, whats wrong w/ a little self confidence?? he is sexy tho lol.. but i dunno.. one of my best friends brothers.. humm... i dont want sis to think that im only hanging out w/ her to get w/ Johnny... and i dunno.. it could be weird.. AND i dont think that johnny likes me.. im jus friendly and shit.. i mean yah, i want to get to know him better.. he's REALLY quiet.. last night was like one of the first times ive really heard him talk.. during lunch he sometimes comes and asks sis id she has change or $$ and she usually dont AND since i dont eat much for lunch (i gotta get back to 110 lol j/k) so i give him some of mine.. so yah i guess we're friends.. sis told me to start talking to him b/c he needs more friends.. (the ones hes "got" are bring pretty shity to him.. like MINE.. well no, the ones ive got are good, its the ones i HAD that suck..) jake left w/o saying goodbye again.. his usual.. michelle left WITH saying good bye (UNUSUAL) and said that he'd write me back.. yay! way to make me feel special again.. and he's sooo sweet! he asked how me n *my friend* are doing.. awwww!! lol i hate school.. and bolstridge still has my tie.. GOD DAMN IT!! lol.. o well.. i never gave chika that shirt.. ill sell it or something. ill see.. i am sitting here, eating croutons.. mmmmmm good.. they could use a little salad dressing.. but other than that.. my nose is running. and i have to see the fuckass tomorrow.. damn it all... so neways im headin.. ill be here later or something... fo shizzle.. until next time.. |