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today part II
11.03.03 | 6:25 pm alright, if you didnt read the previous entry from earlier, you might be alittle confused w/ this one but not much. so i was talking to shebah, which doesnt happent very often any more :( but newho not the point, so i was telling her about how i wanted to transfer to OH.. n if ppl start to say that im wanting to run from my problems, go back to my entry "the OH plan & Matchbook Romance 2003-07-05 | 4:21 p.m." and read that.. therefore giving you proof that i have indeed wanted to do this.. sooooo after all the writing on the wall (lol in the bathroom a few weeks ago.. yah im a slutty whore n a bitch n 5 other things.. IN pink permanant marker) i had to go to guidence. i ended up telling her how things were going.. so she had me go down today, jus to "check in". see what i do when i tell them the truth..?? im down there all the time.. so neways i mentioned something about my "plan" n shes like "well, OH does have a good arts program n since you want to live in a big city the big atmosphere of the school will help you get expierence for it." soooo my aunt got home from work.. n i told her this stuff that mrs. parker said (n im gonna try to get them to talk, to further get brownie points for me to leave) n shes like "well its up to you, if you can find a way to get there, it wont be convienent for me to come n get you when im working".. yah a 3 or 4 mile walk w/ a heavy bag dont turn me on any BUT it dont turn me off at all either.. b/c fuck id like to have a little time to myself... |