dances, dances, dance..
11.21.03 | 6:03 pm

ok, i have a question. this is something that has been bothering me for the past week. say some one calls you. they're the opposite sex. you've known them ooo for a week.. n a day. they're long distance. the two of you talk for an hour. a GOOD hour, if not longer. the person has to go and asks you to call back. you say that yes you'll call them back LATER. when is later??? is it later THAT DAY? later that WEEK? (or maybe even later that month?) because that wonderful guy i met, eben.. HASNT CALLED ME.. ok so last week.. eben was supposed to call me thursday..?? yah n friday was his birthday.. well thursday HE DIDNT call me n friday i called him but he wasnt home n then i went to the dance yadda yadda... n he called me BRIGHT N EARLY saturday morning.. n so i called him sunday.. n we talked for AT LEAST AN HOUR if not an hour n 1/2... n then my aunt came n told me that i had to get off the phone.. so i said "hey, you have to call me later." n he says "ok, ill call you back later." n i said "you better." n he said "i will" and.. five days later.. here i am, no email no call. and IM NOT CALLING HIM.. ive reallllllly wanted to buuuut im not gonna give in that easy n make him think that i really like him b/c that would jus be pathetic.. i mean he didnt say WHEN later was.. so it could be later like.. tomorrow.. or next week or fuck my bday next year.. geeze!

ok, halloween dance.. i was made myself a note n stuck it to my pc screen so i would remember. so be proud. :)

ok there is this guy, scott. he's a big black kid. he was adopted n his family is white. he is prolly the only black guy ive ever heard of that acts white. he has bigish glasses, wears workboots w/ walmart jeans (walmart has hot clothes but not these ones) n a jacket.. n hes all slow n stupid.. he acts weird. he graduated from telstar when i was in 8th grade. in 7th grade i had a mad crush on him. SEVENTH GRADE MAKE A NOTE, NOT EIGHTH.. in 8th grade i was in jazz band.. i was supposed to play baritone sax BUT it was too big so scott played it n i played alto w/ bari music. one day after rehersal i was putting away my stuff n it was jus me n scott on stage. it was kinda freaky n so i went to put my instrument away n i had to walk by him..... n he smacked my ass harder than it has ever been smacked before. i swear i had a fuckin bruise. n it freaked me right the hell out. so yah, i said he graduated. well he has a brother chris, (whom i also liked lol) who is a senior THIS YEAR. chris plays bass clarinet. or w/e it is.. in band.. so scott has to come to all the band concerts.. n awards thingers.. n to bring his brother (and junior cousin) to dances.. so hes around... n he always has to hug me or talk to me (corner me n talk to me b/c my "friends" head for the hills (ANGIE n ASH lol) when they see him coming) like the xmas concert last year.. he was there.. n hugged me n i was scared.. n he was at the spring concert.. n at graduation.. n the other day at walmart.. when i was w/ my aunt he had to come n stand there n try to engage me in conversation about how he had seen me on mollyocket day when i went to the ss milton (it used to be mothers.. n i didnt know it had a name change lol.. so i had NO CLUE where he was talking about.. its a uppity restaurant in bethel.. n me n my friends go to the bathroom there on mollyocket day lol) but he was working n couldnt come n say hi (THANK YOU DEAR GOD!)

nnnn so the dance.. ahh yes, the dance.. i was in my little fairy costume (n ppl said i was hot.. hollur lol) n it was like 9:30 b/c the dance got over at 10.. n SCOTT SHOWS UP.. i was standing in the gym doorway w/ angie n ash n allen n steph (lol i have a story to tell about the gym doorway too.. KEVIN LMAO) n its diagonal b/c across from the glassroom (set of doors that go outside... 2 sets, they're glass, there is a little "room" (its a space) in the middle, n since the vast majority is glass its the "GLASSROOM" get it. got it. good.) n angie says DeeeJ n im like what n i look at the door n there is scott.. n im like shit shit shit shit shit n i go inside the gym.. n im flippin out b/c i didnt know where to go (a big open gym dont offer too many hiding places..) so he went into the cafeteria where the dance was n i calmed down b/c i was "safe" at least for the moment. n then.. ash decided that she wanted to go dance n decided that i was the one to go w/ her.. so im walking thru the hall to the cafe PRAYING that i can get in the cafe n to a good well surrounded spot to dance so he dont see me..

i guess i must have looked obvious b/c my hair was down n i was pulling it in front of my face.. n my cousin marissa was sitting there n shes like "umm what are you doing??" when i was walking by.. so i was like "umm pretending im not here??" n shes like "whhhhhhy???" n so i gave her the quick notes version.. so i was joking n flattened myself against the wall, inching towards the cafeteria door n saying "I'M NOT HERE, I'M NOT HERE." when what happens? im about to go into the room, n SCOTT WALKS OUT!!

i was like SHITTTT what do i do (in like .00000000000000005 of a second lol) n he looks at me, stops n starts to say (im assuming was) how you doin? n all he got was how n i said (lol i wish i could have been some one else n seen me b/c i bet it was great..) in a very panic stricken way "I'M NOT HERE" and booked it into the cafe... smoooooth.. well he DIDNT FOLLOW ME (thank god) BUT ash wasnt in there.. she had gone out the other doors n was talking to danielle n rob n demerest in the hall.. (THE SAME HALL HE WAS IN) at first i was knealing behind ash so he couldnt see me (lol im sure i was very UNSISPICIOUS LOOKING ) n soo lol rob is huuuuuuuge n so i made him stand infront of me..

then later.. i went to find angie, not knowing scott was in the dance room.. so i went in to find her.. im gonna have to have a word w/ the FBLA ppl (the group that sponsered it). hey had fake plywood trees w/ spiderwebbing on them by the door.. one on either side.. i had on this tirra thinger n well when i saw scott there, i couldnt jus turn around n walk back out.. so i kinda moved to the left n took myself out w/ the tree. damn it lol.. i only broke my neck, no fall or anything.. n hes like "hi how you been?" n i smiled really quicky, gave him the thumbs up n hurridly returned to my search for angie..

he was at this past dance too.. but i camo-ed myself well... like when i had to walk by him to leave i had my beanie on n my sweatshirt too.. w/ my hood up lol.. it looked cool i bet.. but he didnt recognize me so SCORE..

now, the thing w/ kevin... he's a freshmen.. PREP w/ a fro.. n there is a chick in my grade, nicole.. i used to hate her but now i dont have a problem w/ her.. shes a WICKED PREP n a full on bitch (hey. we got ONE thing in common lol) n her mom was really sick the past 2 months.. n i sit by her in math b/c my friends dont like to.. n shes funny.. but ok neways.. she was all up on kevin at the dance (understand, shes tiny n skinny.. large chested.. BLONDE..) n lol we were standing in the doorway of the gym.. me n allen n steph n angie.. kevin n nicole were w/ their little group on the other side of the doorway.. me n angie n allen were in the middle of a FULL ON CONVO (i dont remember what about tho lol) n steph says, "kevin gallager" n we were like "huh?" n shes like is very happy!! n of course, human instinct to look n see what shes talking about (WHY?? lol must we do that? b/c i always see things i dont want to lol... especially here) n sureeee enough, HE'S GOT A BONER.. n we all burst into a peal of giggles (minus allen.. who kinda got red faced n "ewww ewwwww ewwwww") n wanted to gouge our eyes out.. ash came up n had to know what we were laffing about.. so we hauled her off n tried to explain.. (to make matters worse he had picked up the "pimp" halloween costume from rite-aid.. so think purple silky pants w/ lepoard print cuffs, a white button down, a silky purple/leopard vest, a HUGE ASS PURPLE PIMP HAT... it was too much..) n yah lol he isnt very big needless to say..

ok neways, enuff... i know i tell boring, pointless, MEANINGLESS stories but NO ONE READS THIS ANYWAYS SO WHAT THE HELL IS THE DIFFERENCE??
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